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I need a miracle (Clearlake)
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Hi everyone,
I am writing this because I am completely out of options, exhausted, and desperately fighting for my life. I am a 33-year-old trying my absolute hardest to survive, but life has dealt me a hand that I can no longer carry alone. I am currently living out of my car, and the toll it is taking on my body and mind is breaking me.
I survived severe trauma and homelessness as a young child. Because of that childhood chaos, I live with severe PTSD. Traditional homeless shelters trigger and worsen my trauma so badly that they aren't a safe option for me. I have no family or friends left to turn to. I am completely alone in this fight.
Despite the pain I carry every single day, I do my best to maintain steady employment. I worked hard at my last job for two years, but they recently had to let me go due to a severe shortage of hours. I am now collecting unemployment and actively searching for work, but trying to find a job while living in a car with zero stability is almost impossible.
The constant survival mode has destroyed my health. The doctors tell me my stress levels have given me the blood pressure of an 80-year-old, and my hair has already gone completely gray. I am physically ill from the constant worry about where I will sleep, if I will be safe, and how I will get through tomorrow. I honestly don't know how much more fight I have left in me. I just want to feel safe. I just want to let my guard down and experience peace for the first time in my life.
My Plea for Help:
I am not looking for a handout, and I am not trying to take advantage of anyone. I am looking for a miracle. If you or someone you know has a usable, livable RV or camper that you would be willing to work with me on, please reach out.
I am completely open to making steady payment arrangements.
I am willing to work off part of the price doing labor, cleaning, or whatever you need.
I am open to any creative solution that helps me get a roof over my head.
If you have a camper sitting on your property that you don't use, you could literally be my saving grace. You could save my life and give me the foundation I need to get back on my feet.
Please, if you can find it in your heart to help or even just share this post to help it reach the right person, I would be eternally grateful. Thank you for reading, and thank you for your empathy.